Wednesday, March 17
Dancing, you sparkle. You are what happens when music makes love with light.

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Happy Wednesday. Every morning, when I wake, I feel guilty for all the things I've never been. My pocket book, empty, only painted with my own words, no numbers to call, or faces to see. My cell phone planted with old numbers, and conversations of friends I no longer see, or seldom do. What is this life? I am boring myself by following the mundane. Everyday is the same. I have a brain that dreams of something more exciting. I wanted to change the world, but instead, I sleep.

I can't take full responsibility for my lack of adventure. It's hard to go anywhere, take risks, or do anything wild when your only 17. Who ever decided my maturity, and ability to drink, or walk, or listen to music in groovy little caves was based on how many candles lit my last cake? It's unfair. I want to dance to rhythms on Friday nights, and tangle myself among the downtown city lights on a Saturday, but I have a year to wait.

Until then.. I'll dream, and spend my Friday nights dancing to rhythms in my own little cave I call my room, and instead of downtown city lights, my bedside lamp shall do.


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I want a slow low hum to rock me to sleep: Tell me your dream


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As much as I sound like boredom controls the spirit of my day.. Boredom comes, and boredom goes. There are places for me to visit. There is warm coffee to heat my tongue. There is love in my bones. There are new friends to meet. Some days are long, and some nights are longer, your body can't help but feel a longing. A longing for new experiences, new stimuli, new colors, new language. I think I confuse this longing for boredom. I think we all do.

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Finally, as promised to my mother... I will wear the forever 21 dress I bought in NYC! I love this dress. It's beautiful to me, as if it was found in an art gallery, dancing with color and shape, singing out to me. It's sad how little I wear this dress. The reason being it's hard to determine if it is a dress, or a long top. The shape, and style is of a dress. But the length, for me, is short... Leggings would be the easiest answer to my problems,.. but my legs, and heart belong to tights. Maybe,... That's why it only took a $20 bill to afford it. I'll love it anyways..

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"Even bad times have good things in them to make you feel alive"

"What we learned as children - that one plus one equals two - we know to be false. One plus one equals one. We even have a word for when you plus another equals one. That word is love. "

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dress/ forever 21/ $15
boots/ value village / $15
necklace/ forever 21/ $12

kiss kiss to you :)

34 comments:

  1. very good blog. congratulations
    regard from Reus Catalonia
    thank you

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  2. Anonymous17.3.10

    such a gorgeous little lady.
    you always get complimented on your hair, but i'll add to that compliment list...

    you are stunning
    unique
    amazing
    the person we all wish we could be

    your a hippi, a boho, a girly girl, an overall sweetheart.

    keep being beautiful
    never cut your hair

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  3. I love that dress, I go to Forever21 all the time and I've never seen it :(
    It looks great with those boots too.

    Btw, I really enjoy the way you write. Your posts are always fun to read.
    http://thedollhouse0101.blogspot.com/

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  4. Great post! Love the dress!

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  5. Awwwwww *_*
    The photos are breathtaking, amazing, lovely *_______*
    I love your entries

    Kisses

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  6. Ruffles and cowboy boots! I love this oufit! :)

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  7. You look older. About 20.

    Dress and whole outfit are beautiful!

    And I like reading your blog!

    Peace and love!

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  8. your dress is lovely. i love it when you post! :]

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  9. I love the shoes.

    http://thebuzzonfashion.blogspot.com

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  10. It does seem like a long top, it's cute though!

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  11. Sweet, don’t wore when I was in your age I thought just like you… but when my eighteen come I saw it’s not the way you think… the life don’t change no matter how old you are… it’s terrible, but it’s the ugly thru…

    By the way, your dress is very cute…

    xoxo
    lady

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  12. love the dress, and how theres only one floral ruffle.

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  13. i read this whole thing. really quite lovely.

    as someone who is nearly 22 and felt a lot like this at 14, and experienced far, far too much by the age of 17, i'll say this: there is no rush. take all the goddamn time in the world.

    trust me.

    xo,
    v


    p.s. you're beautiful.

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  14. You take some really great photos of your outfits! And I totally love this look :-) Found you on Weardrobe.

    fashionatalie.blogspot.com

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  15. i love your writing, and your photos! i'm 17 too and I guess I feel sort of the same sometimes, like I should be out having all sorts of adventures and whatnot...but I guess there's a time for everything.
    that dress is lovely, by the way.
    :)

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  16. Thanks.
    Have you ever been in Paris?

    I love the way you write. You're 17?

    And the pictures are great, especially the one with the mirror.

    You are beautiful:)
    xx Sarah

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  17. Anonymous19.3.10

    I love you damn!

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  18. amazing look
    love your boots
    xx

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  19. I love the floral dress. xx

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  20. great blog. now you have a new fallower.

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  21. I love these photos, so pretty.

    Also? Loving the dress.

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  22. You're a doll.
    Very inspiring.

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  23. awesome pictures! came across your blog, it's awesome!
    xxx

    http://diy-joosje.blogspot.com/

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  24. great photos. i love the feel to these snaps. its joyful and playful! thanks for your so sweet comment! about the bores of being 17. its just gonna get better.. spend lots of time with your friends and youre gonna have fuN even if you cant go out. dance with them. im 25 and i still think home-parties are the most fun ones. always! when you go out there are so many places to go- and if you are a gang of 10 or more not everybody wanna go to the same place-- plus its hard to talk when out..
    i kinda wish i was you-17.
    xxx ediot

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  25. omggggggg i love ur outfit!

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  26. love ur blog and outfits!!

    xoxo

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  27. adorable dress!
    and you say you envy my hair but why? yours is so so pretty!

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  28. I don't know if I ever said it but I love your hair. It's so striking.

    My post today talks about taking a ballet class. I think you should do it! When did you stop dancing?

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  29. Outfit F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C!!!
    Really COOL!!!!

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    http://wwwmycupofcoffee.blogspot.com/

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  30. what a lovely little dress, looks adorable on you

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