teddy bear fur, and patches of blue


From floral patches of blue, and singing songs into the night, I come to you.
I fell asleep holding onto my teddy bear named tangerine. I awoke, and I felt so young. I truly truly believe that teddies are the way. When I was just a girl with a body of bones, and two little feet, I fell in love with a teddy named Rusty.  In the darkness, he was pink. By the sun, he blushed red.  He was my friend, and my cuddling companion.  When my eyes rained over spilled milk, he had a place for my tears. In my imaginary head, he was just as real as you or I.                  As life passed, I began drinking milk instead of spilling it. My conscience became my teddy.   I realized Rusty's thoughts were my own, and that I didn't need a scruffy teddy of the finest blush to tell me them.

  I still have a deep love for my teddies. I cuddle them when I can, but the truth is,  my teddy is no longer fur and beads. My teddy is flesh and bones.  The one I cuddle now is an imaginative & kind human being who rocks by my side.

I don't think one can ever be too old to hold the soft of a teddy.  

 Hello snow of Saturday. 
Today, I'm going to eat cheese on 17th avenue,  bond with a love, write a song about it, and fashion an outfit for tomorrow. Tomorrow is a day brimming with goodness.

Sunday will come. 
I will arise early in the morning, cleanse my skin with water, drink a cup of coffee, and dress for the Wolford Stocking fashion show.   My darling friend Adelaide is my date, and I can't wait to spend the day ogling over tights, and colors, and delights.  Then we'll eat lunch, and talk about the things in life that make us happy, and the things in life that make us sad.



 Tomorrow evening will come.
I'll add glitter to my eyes, wedges on my feet, and a fitted red dress.
I'm going to the Rufus Wainwright concert, (two free tickets!!) courtesy of CKUA radio.  
Me and Momma can't wait.

 So much bliss in one day, I don't know how to take it! 
Maybe I'll just scream weeeeooo at the top of my lungs.

I am feeling lighter. Life is brimming with MAGIC.
The empty cup of memories I never seemed to fill,
is now spilling.

A week went by, and everyday was golden. 
I sang, I ate, I saw new faces, met new names, I walked by city lights, I connected.


 Tomorrow brings Adelaide, Fashion show,  Kensington avenue, and Rufus!
I'm tickled from head to toe in whimsy. 
I've got nothing to worry about, so I worry about nothing.

 "If I should buy jellybeans
have to eat them all in just one sitting
everything it seems I like's a little bit sweeter
a little bit fatter
a little bit harmful for me"

"Your skin is cold
But the sun shines within your hold
Your hair is gold
But you see through a goldfish bowl"

May goodness come your way,
and sweetness fill your cup.
Happy Weekend everyone!

xo love always ox


 what I wore:
H&M wedges- value village $5
Floral dress- Beacons Closet NYC $7
Faux Fur Jacket- value village $10 

51 comments:

  1. Oh I love this, you look lovely! I love the frills peeking out of the bottom!

    xXx

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  2. Anonymous27.11.10

    This is one of my favorite looks of yours, they are all great though- Hope to meet you one day.

    I can't imagine your only turning 18. You haven't lived yet, and you have so much knowledge. Just wait until your able to go to 18 + places, You will be amazed. Don't let anything hold you back. Your destiny is to be what you are.

    Did you ever have a broken heart? How did you become so well spoken?

    I seriously cant ever say enough about you and your blog and where you'll go in your life. Your not like anyone else.

    Enjoy your fashion show!

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  3. Matthias27.11.10

    Ah your a teddy bear I want to cuddle <3 :)

    You are SUCH so darn cute

    and beautiful

    cute + beautiful

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  4. I love your sandals combined with the socks!

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  5. Oh my gawd amy!!! U got ur fur coat at value village for just $10??? Thats it! Im going to value village now!

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  6. I like your coat ;)

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  7. cute dress and shoes

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  8. What a lovely blog... I'm here for the first time, but I'll follow you! Great outfit and I'm sorry if there are any mistakes mentioned my English. ;)

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  9. Aww *_* you are too lovely! Beautiful smile ^_^
    xx
    Marco.

    http://vicissitudinilombarde.blogspot.com/

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  10. Fantastic look, and love your hair!
    S.

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  11. that dress is so cute. did you add a petticoat or is that the original dress? im in love with this look!

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  12. oh my goodness i love your coat!!! it is such steal for ten dollars!! the dress is so pretty :)

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  13. Love this outfit! Perfect styling! The powdery snow is a lovely touch too =)

    xo
    saffron-haze.blogspot.com

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  14. really beautiful! :] I love the dress and the shoes!! :D

    http://www.style1509.blogspot.com
    Don't forget to Live.Laugh.Love.

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  15. Oh I want your faux fur coat!
    You look gorgeous




    The Style Sandwich

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  16. That's it, I'm getting my teddy bears out!

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  17. you look so cute, love the outfit!
    stylingphotodiary

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  18. great jacket

    dressedbeliever.blogspot

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  19. Anonymous28.11.10

    i like how happy you look
    and the fur is such a nice find***

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  20. Oh my, that is such a cute outfit ♥ You are so adorable :)
    I'm so in love with that faux fur!
    xoxo

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  21. Anonymous28.11.10

    I like the blue florals

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  22. lovely dress and fur! and i really like the socks in heels:) cool!

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  23. love your blog! found it on a blog search for fashion blogs! You got a new follower! If you get the chance pass by my blog and say hi!

    -Reyna
    www.glamglory.blogspot.com

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  24. I love your fur coat! It's so simple and perfect :)

    Teddy bears are definitely an underrated source of comfort. I have this wonderful teddy I snuggle with every night... even when my boyfriend's with me! It just makes me feel happy and safe.

    xoxo
    Sophi
    ohsosophi.blogspot.com

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  25. Hey Amy! I love the dress that you are wearing! the hue works so perfectly with you! I read that you are also a Canadian blogger, that means we should be friends :)

    i can't believe how lucky you were to find those items for so cheap and so nice.

    x.
    f ashioncont a gious

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  26. I love the colors in this dress -- gorgeous! And those shoes are absolutely to DIE for.
    xo Josie
    http://winksmilestyle.blogspot.com

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  27. You're gorgeous! This outfit is amazing. I envy your dress and shoes! I love your blog. I am now following :)

    Love & Labels

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  28. You are too cute! I'm loving this dress!

    xo Danielle

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  29. lovely blog lovely outfits :)

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  30. that such a cute way to wear your sandals in the winter time. im ight have tocopy ;)

    i never really liked teddy bears as much .i felt they had no personalit.y my stuffed toys were much odder.

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  31. Thank you so much for your comment!!! Your blog is so inspiring! :-)

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  32. Love this outfit!
    :D

    http://charlotte-adele.blogspot.com/

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  33. beautiful post :) i'm new on blogger :) your blog is awesome :) if you want to follow me i'll follow you back :D xoxo

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  34. love your fuzzy jacket. looks so comfy and warm <3

    www.aniab.net

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  35. you look amazing in blues!

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  36. secret29.11.10

    your smile makes the snow warm

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  37. Great look and lovely blog! Following, follow back? Kiss

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  38. very much a sweet look on you amy. the blue floralss are so pretty and theres snow happy christmas(month away!!)

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  39. Lovely blue floral dress, and the tutu underneath makes it perfectly girly and sweet :)
    xox,
    Cee
    http://cocoandvera.blogspot.com

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  40. Love your style and how you put certain peices together! Follow each other??

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  41. I looooove your hair!!
    And this black skirt is fantastic..
    I'll be glad if you could take a look at my blog..

    xoxo
    Chara
    http://skinnyandflavored.blogspot.com/

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  42. I like the layering of that dress!

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  43. That dress is beautiful! I love the colors

    -Shoeless Simone

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  44. love the socks and heels, one of my favorite combos!

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  45. the cutest dress!

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