Thursday, April 1
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Hello precious beings. March ends, and I am glad. All month I've been at war. Rapid thoughts float like rapid waters through my head. I've needed a place to belong. Every shower, too cold. Every light, too bright. Every emotion, too strong. There was a stranger in the mirror, with an empty drawn out face. I forgot who I was. The only thing March brought me was tiredness, and an unsettling battle of heart vs head. fight vs fear. stay vs go. love vs hate. Why have I felt this? Has the absence of time brought me to the flaws of youth? Inhaling was much harder than exhaling. I am glad it's over. over. over.

I think I think too much.

I seek too much.

I desire discovery too much.

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"It’s all imaginary anyway. That’s why it’s important. People only fight over imaginary things."

People throw pennies in wishing wells, and tie their hands to pray. They wish for things. They wish for an existence they don't have. They wish for meaning. Sometimes I wish I was simple. I wish my thought patterns swam in a sea of consistency. I am tired of being in a metamorphosis. I am sick of tiring myself with worry. My body is attached to my brain. Is it possible to detach my spirit from my brain? If only I could, I would be free. How do we free ourselves from our selves?

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Life is a sequence of puzzles. We're always solving, only to discover an incomplete puzzle. I've always wondered if old age, and old wisdom, will bring me those missing pieces.

We are humans. We touch, and we feel. We're allowed gray days, where the sun forgets to shine. We're allowed moments of weakness. I just hope my in my life, I will learn to keep those graying days from turning into fragile weeks. There is too much spirit in me to keep myself sad!



Josh Brolin, and the sound of violin strings lighten my t.v, and suddenly, somehow, things are okay. The weather is nice. My eyes, and legs desire to explore... but there's a room in my house that needs cleaning, and a suitcase on my bed that needs packing.

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…so i fight for her. it is what lovers do. there is no dichotomy: lover or fighter? it is lover/fighter both. i fought to get her, so i fight to keep her while i’m with her. i do not understand those who fight only to get back what they have lost. you should have been fighting all along."

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I'm going on a trip tomorrow. I'm going to a home, where a large fraction of my heart belongs. It will be nice to relish in freedom, and fun. No worries, no clouds, just bliss. Happpy easter !

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dress/ topshop $12
tights/ H&M $14
knee highs/ the bay $4
shoesies/ winners $50
headband/ nyc flea market $12

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40 comments:

  1. Anonymous1.4.10

    Gorgeous, the dress fits so stunningly. You give me kisses, heres a kiss for you

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  2. LOVE LOVE LOVE your shoes!!~!!

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  3. Anonymous1.4.10

    Wow....you are a beautiful young woman from the inside out. Your words speak volumes about your character and integrity. Keep doing what you do best. Love this!

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  4. You always have fun tights on!

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  5. You always have so much life and joy in your photos. I'm so excited to go outside now. This winter has been rough, I now want to be do things.

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  6. Anonymous1.4.10

    Prettiest blogger, for real. No one inspires me like you do. You would be great to visit and see and hold and laugh with. The folks in your life are lucky to see someone as lovely as you are

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  7. AMAZING shoes!! :O
    love love love how you've edited these :)
    thanks for the sweet comment
    love your blog!!
    will be reading regularly xx

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  8. socks over tights? love it :)
    http://thedollhouse0101.blogspot.com/

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  9. what beautiful words

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  10. Hy, thanks for visiting my blog!! I love your floral leggings! They're gorgeous!

    kiss

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  11. lovely!!
    I'm following you on twitter too!!

    xxx

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  12. your style, writing and sartorially is amazing. you have me.

    follow back!

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  13. Aw nice photos, and outfit.

    your style reminds me of Mary-Kate Olsen. Very pretty!

    xoxo

    http://alexababyface.blogspot.com

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  14. the words you write really make me think, and i thank you for that. you have just a lovely blog... :)

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  15. I'm so glad that finally I found someone that can speak through his writing and actually say something! I loved the energy and happiness in your blog..

    Kisses and a regular stop from me!!!

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  16. I love everything about this outfit. The socks, tights, dress, and belt all go so effortlessly together. Great post :)

    http://thebuzzonfashion.blogspot.com

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  17. You are beautiful! Have fun relaxing and gathering strength at home.

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  18. amazing look
    lovely blog!!
    xxx

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  19. love your last photo the most. you look happy there and very beautiful!
    great shoes :)

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  20. Fantastic shoes and ugh that hair. If only I had the self control I would love to have hair that long and beautiful and healthy!

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  21. Love those knee highs! Your outfit is super cute!

    http://www.invasionista.com

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  22. Wonderful outfit, and beautiful photos. I love the socks and tights together, its a great idea! :D

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  23. lovely dress! xxxxx

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  24. What a lovely dress, I hope April looks a lot better for you. xo!

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  25. Great post, the pictures are lovely, and the outfit is gorgeous!
    Panda.x
    p.s - Thanks for the sweet sweet comment!

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  26. love your floral tights :)

    xo
    bravegrrl.blogspot.com

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  27. beautiful pictures. I like the orange ones most.

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  28. Love this outfit, your socks are a little bit delightful!

    tweet tweet tweet

    x

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  29. cute outfit :)

    xx

    fall in love with a shooting star...
    youareashootingstar.blogspot.com

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  30. love the post your blog is amazing!!
    olivias-pizzazz.blogspot.com
    xx

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  31. Lovely colors and belt!

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  32. awe! you are always so cute. lOVE the purple!!

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  33. Love your outfit here!

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  34. love ur dress soo much!

    xxx

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  35. Stunning! I love the orangey photographs! Look amazing! xx

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  36. love your tights!

    ENTER THE INTERNATIONAL PRADA GIVEAWAY ON MY BLOG!

    XOXO, BECCA
    http://fashion-train.blogspot.com

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  37. love this!
    it looks so whimsical!

    http://aforteforfashion.blogspot.com

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  38. You're adorable.

    And I think I have those tights, I never really use them tho .. haha. But they look really nice! :)

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  39. I like your headband and your style too..thanks for the nice comment :)

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