Tuesday, May 17, 2011

sleeping in toasters,

When the moon lays low in the land, and shadows are casted by the wild wolf, I lay awake, and wish for somnolence. Instead of sleep, and eye shut dreaming,  I sit by my window and witness the coma of night.  There is a magical air to the moon hours.   Our eyes don't need spectacles to watch the moon's glow.  The mysticism of night, the quietude, how every sun mammal is sleeping.  Have you ever witnessed a leaf being blown into the dead quiet street?




When I'm awake through the night, I feel happy. I feel alive. I feel attached to the earth. I feed on the simplicity of air, and  the quietude of dark... With all of this beauty, there is sacrifice to sailing away from sleep.   When the bells ring for the morning, I am tired, and filled by grumpy guts.  I often forget the importance of sleep. We need sleep for good tempers, good word plucking, and liveliness. When I'm not lively, I cannot be true. I cannot burst with yellow beams, pouring warmth on everything I love.  Without sleep, I yawn, and straddle low like the dirt worms.  Searching, always searching, but never finding what I need.

"The bed is a bundle of paradoxes: we go to it with reluctance, yet we quit it with regret; we make up our minds every night to leave it early, but we make up our bodies every morning to keep it late."



I sleep better when my blankets turn to Lava, and I sweat.  A summer slumber brings wraths of happiness. Sleep is magic. From our sleep, we discover better days. I've always envied the cinnamon boy who dreams of islands, and Utopian scopes.   For me,  I dream by day, seldom by night.

Slumber, munching, and kisses are so very important for proper breath. I sometimes forget this. I forget to feed my belly with food, my head with sleep, and my lips with kisses.
"Sleep 'til you're hungry, eat 'til you're sleepy."

 For now, I sleep in toasters, and pop out of bed.



Today, I spent the morning snacking on carrot cake, and watching the glow of light streaming from my new laptop. At last, I found myself a new computer. It's blue, like the sky, and it's fast, like electricity.  Tomorrow, I'll spend the morning writing school exams, and wishing I was on a golden beach drinking wine. After my exam, I'm hoping to celebrate with vintage browsing.

My wallet is always thirsty. My closet is always fed.


  Tonight,  I'll take a break from day, and lay in Summer's wings while plucking away worries. The spirits and songs within me chant blissfulness.    I'm clenching white teeth while playing poetry, and garden growing. Full by dreams of wonder, and merriment.


the bears~ and the budding blueberry bush~ parallel to our love.

the day my grandmother died| I remember the cold of my bed| as she whispered from a casket|" keep your dreaming head"

I met an old man| beside the wheat crest| he said "buckle your body to the one who loves you best”

Thank you always (readers, followers, friends, fans)
Lend me your cheeks so I can smooch them in gratitude
x


what i wore
flower dress- forever 21 $8
wedges- rocket dog $50
black hat- jessica simpson $20

81 comments:

Amber Rose, Laughing With Broken Eyes said...

I could read your words forever.

I find myself rising early, running on coffee beans and sunlight, collapsing into bed only to ponder what the next day has in store.

I am lethargic yet I am like the bee, zipping around in excitement and anticipation of what must be done. In my haste, my words are driven, bordering on brilliance yet a maddening breath away..

In my dreams, I can taste perfection, yet in life I cannot recall the flavors.

Should we replenish ourselves or should we persevere in the search for brilliance?

I want to write with you still
and you are a vision
and your face is lovely
and your words are lovely
and you are.

Anonymous said...

Every post gets better and better. You are beautiful in your heart and in your body.

Anonymous said...

I read your poetry on twitter! Wow!

Closet Fashionista said...

Oooh I love this outfit!! The dress is soooo pretty :D
http://www.closet-fashionista.com/

Alex said...

that dress is from Forever 21?! I was seriously thinking it was vintage, I was literally green with envy over that find... and to think I can run out to the Forever 21 to find it! oooh! and holy crap, that hat is precious :)

Steffys Pros and Cons said...

this dress is gorgeous, i love the colors!

<3 steffy
Steffys Pros and Cons

Jo said...

I love your beautiful dress - the sash goes with it brilliantly! And the carrot cake looks so delicious!

x
www.lostinthehaze.com

The Fancy Teacup said...

You are such a beautiful girl, and a beautiful writer. You dress is so darling!

www.TheFancyTeacup.com
much love.

AlvianaKalin said...

I lveeee this look!!

xx,
Alviana

Kitsune-kun said...

such a beautiful outfit! I can't tell ypu how much I appreciate the length of that dress, and forever21? I don't believe it! their website is rampant with nothing but shirts masquerading as quasi dresses! what a great find:)

Iulia Romana said...

I adore this post! Not only your dress is gorgeous but your style of writing is so fantastic. I really love it and now I am here listening to Zen Music in youtube...

Thanks darling for your words.
Huuugs :*

thirteen little loves. said...

you are such a beauty & you're writing is so lovely!
love the red dress & wide brimmed hat.
so happy i stumbled across your blog.
hope to see you on mine too. :)
♥ ♥

http://www.thirteenlittleloves.blogspot.com/

Catie Beatty said...

I love, love, love the print of the dress. It looks like vintage patterns from 1920's. The color is lovely too!

Mmm, carrot cake, my favorite :D

Emma said...

such a pretty dress, love the bold retro print and stunning colours

keschen said...

I love you write in your blog.. its awesome! And you look beautiful..

Check out my giveaway for Valorie clutch and Glamour T-shirt:
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xoxo

V said...

So adorable, you're a breath of fresh air and you write beautiful poetry.

That carrot cake looks delish!

Will return again
x

youngredviolets.blogspot.com

Amanda said...

I love this post! you are goood! ... I love your dress u look amazing!

kittenhood said...

such an adorable dress, love the colors!
and I'm in love with your header, so inspired!

Krystal said...

that dress is so cute :)

YUI said...

loveyour sweet dress! and yes, i want your hair <3 <3

xx

Michael said...

The hat you wear is suited for you. Like a gypsy woman, writing poetry by the babbling brook

Emma said...

Pretty dress n great pics the cake looks yummy!!! :)

xo Emma

Anaivilo said...

What a great dress! And that hat suits you so well :D I really love this outfit on you :D

Little Rus said...

Beautiful writing and gorgeous outfit. Love the very first picture the most, it's so editorial, sort of Vogue Girl like.

xxx

Klaudia B. said...

You look fantastic ! Photos are amazing ! <3

Milda said...

Beautiful photos, and the words accompany them perfectly

MarissaoftheSea said...

AMYYY!!! I can't believe such a rad girl posted on my blog!! This is why i do it! Cinnamon boys and dreaming in the day instead of night is my kinda world! I am so thankful you posted on my blog! I am so putting you on my drunken sailors list! PS that girl was not me, but my dear friend sophie... she has a twin and we are going to do a bigger photo shoot this weekend :) Hope to hear more from you! You are a talented girl indeed! Thank you for sharing your gift!!

XOXOXO marissaoftheseaaaaa!!!

Victoria / Justice Pirate said...

What beautiful poetry this entry has! I really started to imagine a lone leaf blowing into a lone street. goodness. Awesome dress!!!

augustalolita said...

beautiful photo and lovely outfit!! i adore your dress and cute hat <3

Ginger Snap ♥ said...

Oh what a beautiful post and photos! Loved reading this. Your dress is gorgeous too!

http://www.gingerrsnap.blogspot.com/

devorelebeaumonstre. said...

that dress is gorgeous especially paired with your hat. & I love carrot cake. yummm. xx



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Elishia and Belinda said...

Love your look - not just in this post but all your lovely posts! Thanks for sharing...


bellaxx

www.bybande.blogspot.com

Ebony Bolt said...

YOU LOOK SO ADORABLE! I LOVE ALL THE PHOTOS :D
... and I would appreciate your vote for a shoe design contest I entered :)
http://hdyd.keds.com/design-contest/designs/316

Tiffany said...

I love your dress and your hat, you look so sweet with your outfit <3

Meghan said...

wonderful post, lovely ensemble <3

Lidiya said...

Amazing photos, I love your dress and your posts are always so interesting <3
http://cupcakesandtreacle.blogspot.com/

Gabriella said...

Wow, that's so beautiful, I love your poetry! I totally relate to the beginning parts about being awake at night, it's magical. Gorgeous outfit as well :)

Check out my blog: Principessa Gabriella

ChiccaStyle said...

Love the entire outfit!!!You look amazing!
http://chiccastyle.blogspot.com/

Anonymous said...

Your words knock met out, seriously. Every poem and every thing you say is written in ways that make me feel like a child of whimsical things and yet an adult of thought. I just love you.

Anonymous said...

The first photo is my favorite! The first poem is my favorite too

Victoire Jin said...

this is such an adorable outfit :) you wear that floppy hat so well!

x

Annika said...

I'm so grateful I found this blog today. It's all that I've been searching for and more.

I wanted to find a blog written by a girl who isn't just beautiful and inspirational in the way she dresses and carries herself, but who also has a way with words. Oh, did I find her!

Will keep coming back and back and back for more.

Love,
Annika
According to Annika

Watkins35 said...

thank you for your comment on my blog.
You have such beautiful poetry & gorgeous photos, & I just love that dress x

Erika @ ~TiptoeButterfly~ said...

so glad u stopped by - i LOVE the hat and when ur laying down laugh - ALL TIME FAVE! .. and i don't think i witneesed a leaf blowing in silence (reminds me of Forest Gump) but YES i do want to witness it tho! :o)

*kiss kiss*
Erika @ ~TiptoeButterfly~

Nomadic D. said...

lovely blog! and that photo of you laughing in the grass is wonderful. thanks for stopping by and commenting on my blog!

http://nomadic-d.blogspot.com/

Perpetual Blind Date said...

Your outfit is adorable! Seriously so cute! Also, love the blog design!

Megan said...

such a gorgeous outfit!!! <3

wildchild said...

thank you for the sweet comment on my blog. your hair is really pretty :)

Oh, My Darling said...

Aw, thanks for your nice comment on my blog. And, more importantly, hooray for Langhorne Slim lovin' - he's stellar!

Your blog is super-lovely. The shoes you're sporting in this post are the precise style that I've been loving the most this season!

nm said...

your dress is adorable!

Maite said...

hi ami! thank you for your comment on my blog, the dress is gorgeous and so chic that pamela jajaj thans a lot of your visit kisssssesss
http://www.thechicmode.blogspot.com

LikeSpinningPlates said...

Such a great post! I adore that dress. The flowers and colors are gorgeous. And I've been saying that I need to buy a big floppy hat for a while now, but you just made me NEED a big floppy hat. It's so awesome on you!

Maria Ramona said...

such a beautiful poem and those wooden heels are pretty beautiful as well! xo~

Nikki said...

Beautiful! And an $8 dress? Even more beautiful. Love the giggling photo ;)

amy b.s. said...

oh, that dress!

Annebeth said...

could've sworn that dress was vintage! you look absolutely stunning and I wish I was wearing this right now :(

Cáti said...

thank you so much sweetie :)
I love your vintage style!

Of course I'm following! *

http://behindcatiseyes.blogspot.com/

Fashion Cappuccino said...

What a pretty dress and I really love your writing! The floppy hat frames your face so nicely! And also can I come visit? You seemed to live in a beautiful home! xoxoxoo

Deer Little Fawn said...

hello!
Thank you for visiing mu blog! :)
Your blog is very beautiful, as are you! I am now an immediate follower and look forward to reading much more of your blog!
xBeth

Cassidy said...

Amy dearest, you are simply the loveliest girl! I adore your outfit and your adoration and lust for life. It's so inspiring.

Jada said...

Ha! "My wallet is always thirsty. My closet is always fed." -Me too, girl!

That carrot cake looks SO delicious :)


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Jada said...

ps. you have a new follower :)

S and O said...

I love your dress it's a very pretty color :D
Xoxo
Sarah

Anonymous said...

I saw your look on Chictopia Homepage! YOU are an amazing dresser, bohemian chic totally, and the words here are so pretty written.

dancin' gams said...

Such a pretty dress! Thanks for the hello. Friends?
<3

Cait said...

I love that dress! You have a very interesting and beautiful blog :)

Amy Rene said...

I can't believe you got that dress for $8! That's amazing. And beautifully written :)

the-caramel-lady said...

Woooonderful photos :) !!!
xxxx

Ashley Slater said...

um, not that I need to say this but HOW ADORABLE ARE YOU?! I love your outfit, your...oh well, everything! How have I not found your blog before this? NEW FOLLOWER, duh!

Adventures of Newlyweds

janettaylor said...

Beautiful hat and blog! Thanks for stopping by...and WELCOME! :)

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Britt+Whit said...

love the bold design on this dress! and the fact you paired it with the hat makes it that much better! so cute

love from San Francisco,
Britt+Whit

Jeanine Brito said...

Is that Good Earth carrot cake? It's probably my favourite in all of calgary.

helen said...

i love your blog!!
Thanks for your comment. I haven't cut nor dyed my hair. I have dreadlocks now, check out my blog for the photo's !

xx Helen

www.thebrokendreamcatcher.blogspot.com

Oh, B Wyatt said...

Great to hear from you, and thanks for checking out my little travel blog. I love that hat, I've been looking for something like that for ages.
x
Bronwen
www.missiontobywater.blogspot.com

Erica said...

you have a wonderful soul! And you dress divinely! Two perfect combinations! :)

Marisa Violeta said...

You say the most perfect things. I wouldn't mind to read your things forever :)

You also have the most lovely hair! Oh, and that dress is the perfect summer dress!

Gal Meets Glam said...

i love your style :)

xo galmeetsglam.com

Änglamark said...

That hat is gorgeous! Looks really great on you.
I really want to buy one myself but never can just pick one..haha
Love Änglamark.

Reckless Rekha. said...

Your so beautiful. Love your hat! Carrot cake yumm <3

Pink Penguin (Elyse) said...

You have a very pretty blog going on here! Love the dress, it's very sweet x

Tikkitiboo + Ahka Vintage said...

Absolutely gorgeous post! Love the outfit, LOVE the poems, just beautiful!
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