Take me down to the water,



Good afternoon Tuesday child. It's 2:05, the sun is playing hide and seek, the winds picking up the tails of puppies, and the cones of pine trees. All of March has been windy, windy in weather, and windy in soul.

It's been one of those months. You know, the kind of month where every night feels as long as day, and all you want to do is sleep. My March heart has been stuck in a dead winter. It's been broken, and pieced back together with time. Science may have found a cure for most anything, but it's never found the cure for a human's apathy.

I wish time wasn't the only cure for my apathy.

I want to be better. I want to feel more. I want the winds of change to blow my way, and take away the rain. I've been happy. I am happy. But sometimes my bones feel numb. Sometimes I fall into the habit of routine, and indifference. I need to splash my face in an ocean, to remind myself
I am alive,
I am well,
I have much to give to the universe.



Hope is beautiful. Sometimes it strays, sometimes it walks, and sometimes it hits you. To not have hope is a tragedy. One of those tragedies that keeps you up at night, and sleeps in your bones.

Hope is beautiful. I wish I could feed it to the hopeless. Lacking hope, is worse than lacking company. Don't you wish that hope was easy as baking bread. Whenever you are craving it, or need it, as long as you have the ingredients of an open mind, you can cook yourself some hope!

hope hope hope hope hope






In another breath, I am going on a trip at the end of this week. I am going to Vancouver, to feel the ocean, to show my teeth, and to appreciate my existence. I am exciiiiiiiited. I wish I could throw the excitement at you, just so you could feel it. It's hard to not be hopeful, when I'm going on a road trip through mountains, and water, and beautiful landscapes.

I can't believe the transition I've went through while writing this. I started this post feeling melancholy. I'm ending this post feeling an emotion, a good emotion. Writing is the therapist I've never had, but always needed :)

They might as well name a theme park after me,
I am a roller coaster.



"I am in love, is this a tragedy? Is this a heaven? I am like a falling star, one who has finally found a place among another constellation, and together we will sparkle forever in a lovely universe meant for us."




A month of self discovery. What have I discovered? You need to lose the grip of love, the scent of love, the heart of love to be aware how much you FULLY need love.

What am I without love? I am wilted. I am without a sanity shore.
A head that is empty. A heart that is sore. Without love, I am nothing.



Now I leave you with a dress, and a faux fur vest, brown hair, brown boots, brown dirt, and a beautiful tree. My boy bought me this dress, and I can't wait to wear it in the warmer months. Here's to sad nights, bringing you to better days.

kisses !!!!!!!
dress/ consignment $15
boots/ value village $10
faux fur vest/ zara $12

49 comments:

  1. Anonymous23.3.10

    You are stunning.

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  2. The tinted photos are so mystifying!

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  3. Anonymous23.3.10

    Lllove it

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  4. Beautiful girl and outfit! I love these photos.

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  5. You look so darling in that dress! Love how you glow in these pics! And as always I enjoy reading your thoughts and musings:)

    xx

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  6. beautiful beautiful photos!! I love the 3rd photo - the shadows of the land, and your dress play together beautifully!

    Amber
    ambersmouthwash

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  7. i love the yellow tint on your pictures! it makes them look like they were professionally shot!
    xox alison

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  8. I love how you tint the photos. Lovely dress, you're boy has good taste. I'm so excited to read how you expressed yourself in such a beautiful, graceful manner.

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  9. Your Blog is amazing and i am a fan :-)

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  10. Cool photo! I can relate with the whole apathy thing, and I like your writing syle!

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  11. you have such a cute blog! and yesss you should definitely add color to your tips! it is so fun ^_^

    xo tiffany

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  12. Great outfit, I love the vest!

    You have a great blog!!

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  13. you know what? I'm really happy you found my blog, because I discovered yours, and I'm following! :)
    Love how you edited the pictures, and you've got great style!

    xx
    Lia

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  14. Thanks for stopping by my blog, you have written beautifully, have a fab time in Vancouver keep warm enjoy your new dress, I love it! Elaine :) x

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  15. Thanks for stopping by my blog, you have written beautifully, have a fab time in Vancouver keep warm enjoy your new dress, I love it! Elaine :) x

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  16. beautiful post, you have such a unique view on life and it's inspiring :)

    love your play on shapes in your outfit.

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  17. You rock that dress Amy!Lovely blog, following you, follow me too? <3

    http://barboradudinska.blogspot.com
    "fashionably tasteful.have a bite"

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  18. your posts are so beautiful

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  19. Gorgeous photos. I love the dress.

    I'm glad writing this post has improved your emotions!

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  20. you are such a pretty and natural girl.

    and youre a rare one.

    i havent came across an inspiring and poetic blog quite like yours

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  21. beautiful photography i love this
    it feels that u are in desert

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  22. Danielle24.3.10

    Wow, de pictures are so beautiful.
    Here in Holland it's so warm, i hope for you that it will soon be warm at your place,
    I've been in vancouver once, it's so enormous great and spectacular, enjoy your time there!

    kisses Danielle

    Sorry for my bad english. :$

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  23. Nice colors, nice pics... Warmness (not sure about my english...) is what we need.
    Thanks !.

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  24. Thanks so much for your lovely comment, it totally made my day!! :)

    You're absolutely gorgeous, these photos are stunning!

    Your words are so powerful and surreal, I feel similar to what you've written.. it sure is those long nights and days..

    am now following your beautiful blog! xx

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  25. You are such an intricate and beautiful writer. I love all these photos and the words that follow.

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  26. REALLY gorgeous pictures :)
    Jealous!!
    Thanks for the comment :)
    xox

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  27. Anonymous24.3.10

    That dress is so nature tree hugging friendly. Perfect for a boho like you ;)xoo

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  28. I love this post. The photos, the mood, everything. Have a great time in Vancouver.

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  29. i cant imagine how awesome it would be to be able to wear long skirts and pull it off like this .. i lvoe that you paired it with a fuzzy vest.

    also i wanted to tell you that i feel the exact same way on most days .
    i was jsut telling my friend thati feel like a zombie most days like im disconnected and not really here

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  30. Wow that vest is so amazing. These photos are so fun and care-free, I love them :D

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  31. you look so happy! love your smile.
    x

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  32. HATED March's weather. Looking forward to summer sunshine ♥

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  33. i LOVE dresses like this...so comfy and elegant at the same time

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  34. such amazing pics! and thanks for commenting on my blog, im now a follower!



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    xx

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  35. you're such a pretty girl with a wonderful sense of style. love it.

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  36. Oh yes darling you defiantly have plenty of thing to share with the world your poetic words that bring warmth and realistic thought to my head and your amazing incredible style♥ I love the way the wind plays with your hair it’s magical it really is …..take care and talk to you soon…♥

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  37. These photos are breathtaking and you are such a gifted writer. Love it!

    I hope you have an amazing weekend, hon! xoxo

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  38. I love that vest!!! Very cute!!

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  39. wow, how great!?! i want a maxi dress too, love it

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  40. Love all the texture here, and great colours too

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  41. Hi pretty woman,

    These wonderful images bring a sense of nostalgia to my eyes! Gorgeous.

    xxLauren

    http://littlefashionbird.blogspot.com/

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  42. Love these pics!

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  43. stunning! love the dress and vest combo!

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  44. you are so so stunning, and have amazing posts and outfits - i love love and love
    im following your amazing blog
    x

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  45. you are so so stunning, and have amazing posts and outfits - i love love and love
    im following your amazing blog
    x

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  46. Amazing.
    You look so great!! That dress is very Missoni, which I adore! Great post lady!

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  47. I love the maxi dress with such a wintery jacket. This is so greatttt. new follower!

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  48. love this outfit!
    thanks for commenting-

    xoxo
    Lindsey
    stylestomper.blogspot.com

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